The Violet Hour

Can't think of a title name, so I just use name of the song I'm listening to right now. 

 Fui, this is the first time I made a Deepavali card, and I've no idea what I'm doing~

diy deepavali diwali card

 In case you're wondering, the card is for her :D

These are taken right outside my workplace. The point of the pictures are, I got the dress at Cotton On for Rm15 only!! Muahahahahha sibeh cheap laaaaaa

Happiness comes in small sizes

Internship

I realized that I have not posted anything regarding my industrial training here. But if you did see my instagram or facebook then you'll know la. Basically I'm working in a laboratory, without any pay :( But it's all right, its the experience that counts!

The malay lady is a MLT (medical lab technologist) who works there. She, together with another male MLT are very experienced. They guided us throughout this whole time without being proud of themselves. I really respect these kind of people. The indian lady is another intern student like me. We always hang out together during lunch. Without her I would be so lonely T.T

 This is the other MLT I was talking about. Today we learned phlebotomy! Since we cant draw blood from real patients yet, them and some nurses we befriended there are willing to be our white mice after we're familiar with the techniques :D

And this is me fooling around ahaha. Forever aloneeeeeeee

So far I enjoyed and learned a lot. Two more months to go!

Soar on wings like eagles

Someone I Love

Start of Something New

I can't believe the guys are more timid than the girls when visiting the ghost house LOL

 Sibeh fat lo!!!

 Arrrrrr

 Sunday service

 Old friends!

 Phy phy!

 Fooling around in the middle of the road

 Swimming session~

I think, I'll be just fine :)

To whom it may concern

Dear S,
Remember just now I asked whether you read blogs or not? This is the reason xD
Thank you for the gifts, love die you la. Especially the card. You must have used so much time on it >< Who says you're not good in crafts???
The dress you gave me, I spent a few minutes figuring out how to wear it hahaha! I have to wear leggings to go with it since my butt made the dress shorter -.-
Lastly.. Your letter made me teary -.- Sorry for letting you worry, I will never repeat the same mistakes again. 放心地毕业吧~ xD
I never had such a great friend like you. The choice of words you used when I'm down gave me so much comfort. I'm really saddened and intimidated by the thought of you graduating. Because it will be hard for us to see each other, and things will never be the same...
But in the end, although sometimes we do not share every single thing that are happening around us often, I know we still look out for each other silently. Very silently. Right? :)
Looking forward to our holiday trip!! Love you, friend.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Dear Partner in crime,
I know you'll read my blog de la xD Your post on the other hand made me laugh by myself like an idiot haha! The way you write is just awesome.
We both have different circle of friends, but at the end of the day we're still able to go back to each other. That's something really amazing to me.
You told me when you first came to Kampar, I'm the one who approached you and showed you my concern. But now you're the one who took cared of me and brought me back to the right path. I am forever grateful.
For our friendship I feel like I'm always on the receiving end, and you always giving >< So if you have anything, anything that needs help on, or just someone to listen to you, or a shoulder to cry on (although I dont think you will cry in front of me :P), you know who to find.
Thank you dear friend. Love you as well.



                                                                        ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥



I paiseh, that's why decided to write these here instead of telling you guys directly. 我的心声，你们听见了吗?

21

At first I thought whose birthday was that for? Hahaha

For the first time, I actually spent a few days reflecting on my past 21 years -.- Cringing at things that broke my heart, reminiscing the good memories, figuring out mistakes that I've done, and planning for my future.

Maybe its because of my age; I feel a little bit different now :)

都是你咯

我很爱睡觉. 要睡8个小时才甘愿起床.  不喜欢考试前熬夜读书.  但为了Neurobiology，当晚只睡了一个多小时 -.- 成绩最好给我拿好点！

子孙满堂啊! !

呵呵。前几个月金宝大专团契开始了Malim Nawar 儿童主日学事工。我和Vivian还有Lyon是负责带这群4-9岁的孩子们进行分班。

其实我很怕小孩。。 觉得很不自在，不懂要怎样跟他们沟通。就连和一个婴儿我都会敬而远之。哈哈哈。这就是我决定参加这事工的最大理由- 我想要克服我的心里障碍 :)

到现在主日学已经进行了三次，益处良多，感触不少。看着他们的成长，我很欢喜。母情的本能出来了? xD

9月21日将会是我今年最后一次参与此事工，因为10-12月要回KL实习了。很不舍得这些小瓜叻！希望我回来后他们还记得我 :P

阿桑 - 叶子

嗯，开始享受现在 :)

幸福了 然后呢 - A-Lin

I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. ~Philippians 4:13

When everything we have had come to an end, that is the beginning of God.

Field Trip

This was the first time that we went out for a trip.

Just the 5 of us.

Each of us have totally different personalities, but that's what makes us complement with each other!

I'm really, really lucky to have them as my course mates, and as my good friends.

 All of us dislike the sun. Hahah

 I love you, don't leave me~

 I personally love this photo!

 Our masterpiece!

Friends, what can you do without them? :)

在前的要在后

今天第一次为了要救羽毛球而整个身体涌向旁边，扑到在地上。形象 = 零 -.- 那粒球还过得到对面叻，ang gung 到。。

最近好像一直打球到受伤; 前几个礼拜扭到脚踝, 还跟上一次扭到同样的地方。虽然到现在还会隐约作痛，但感谢主没有肿起来。希望不会再有第三次咯。今天脚又多了几个伤口和青肿，很丑料啦。

问了自己：为什么一直受伤？是不是因为现在更加渴望要接到球，想进步；还是自己退步了？

在生活上一直遇到挫折，是不是因为在越想与神亲近时，魔鬼就开始慌张而摆下更多陷阱；还是自己真的到了极限？

耶稣对众人说："你们要努力进窄门 。我告诉你们，将来有许多人想要进去，却是不能。

路加福音 13:24

Hair Straightening.........

Always wanted to try this :P

Have to wait for 3 days untill I can wash my hair. Arghhhhh!

Snapshots of the Week

; And everything feels better

Alecia

Oh crap, here we go again..

And bam! It hits her. Turmoils of emotions - anxiety, fear, anger, dismal, dejection, grief, came together all at once.

Alecia sat in the middle of the room in a near fetal position, hugging her legs with head resting on her knees. She waited for the usual signs; intense pain rhythmically rippled out from the heart and expanded throughout the whole body, numbing the tips of the fingers and feet; blood pumping hastily to the veins and capillaries with each rapid heart beat; and it seems like the lungs just can't get enough oxygen even when she's painstakingly trying to inhale.

 I'm going to die.  

She pictured herself falling into the bottomless pit. Just falling, falling. 

There's nothing I can do to get myself out of here. No one can ever find me. No one cares anyway. Nothing cures, nothing helps. I deserve it. What comes around, goes around. Why do I always have to learn things the hard way? 

Alecia pondered on the notion of whether to jump off a cliff, or going downstairs to search for a knife to cut her wrist, or to go outside now and get hit by a car. Suicide, she thought. Seems to be a valid option to quickly end this chaos at the moment.

Dammit Alecia, you've gone through this for so many times yet you're still mourning over things that can never be undone! Grow up! What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right? The worse thing than the end of the world IS the end of the world. I have great friends whom I trust my life with. And I have a God - yeah an awesome God, who is always ready to catch me when I fall. So why the hell am I sitting here and self pitying? Suck it up, Alecia. You can do so much better than this.

Breathe in, breathe out.

I'll be okay. It's not the end of the world yet.

Breathe in, breathe out. Get up.

I will be okay. No worries. 
  

Hard Day?

The last pic, too cute!

Escape to Nature

At SUFES, Tapah.

Where there is no phone connection, even though a main road is right beside it.

We slept in tents!

I'm really proud of the group I'm in.

Because we're not ashamed to do silly things;

Celebrated even when we're not number 1;

Smiled even when we're so exhausted;

And we work together to reach a seemingly impossible goal!

:)

Coursemates!

Sheldon the dog! 

Thank God for giving me the chance to get close to nature.